It’s still been a pretty rough few days.
Just dealing with my own list of insecurities. My own fears.
I had talked to the one I love. We had agreed if he were going out of town I’d go along. Turns out we’re not going after all.
And Wednesday evening I drank too much. I got emotional. It was just down right horrible. We didn’t fight or argue, but I was def in a mood. And that mood did NOT help us.
Last night was better. Still not fixed.
Tonight I think we’re staying in. I’m ok with that. I’ll run my errands & then head to his place.
Bake some cupcakes for the work cookout tomorrow. Relax. Hopefully have a good time with the one I love.
But even if this evening sucks, I won something today!
I won the new Bon Jovi cd & a chance to fly to Chicago to see them perform.
I have a 1 in 140 chance to winning. So cross your fingers, because that would be freakin amazing!