Whatever this is. Why are you doing it?
For me, this is my weight loss journey. And my why, it’s because I realize how being overweight has affected my life. My clothes don’t fit right and I constantly feel like I’m messing with them to hide lumps & bumps. I don’t feel attractive lots of the time. And when I don’t feel attractive it makes me wonder why Mr. Chocolate finds me attractive, even though he tells me regularly that I am.
Maybe doing this to look better is a vain or wrong reason, but it’s my reason. And that’s ok. Because everyone needs a reason. The added health perks of getting some weight off are just a huge plus. I’m not going to be a clean eater, or green eater. I’m going to take short cuts & follow Rachel Ray and Sandra Lee with their 30 minute meals & semi-homemade foods. I’m going to eat prepackaged foods and processed foods. And that’s ok. I don’t have to be perfect at this.
On a different note, school is kicking my ass!
I have so much to do this weekend its not even funny. I have to study 5 chapters for a final exam next Tuesday in my religion course. I have to read 2-3 chapters & do 3 assignments in my human resources course. Plus do an article review (basically a 4 page paper) for that same class. And I have to write my 3rd installment for my final portfolio. Ugh.
I am seriously stressing out about how I am going to get all of this done this weekend. I usually try to relax on Thursday nights, but I think tonight that is not on the agenda. I need to get at least 1 chapter of my HRM book read. Then I can relax.
Today’s Plan of Attack:
B: Granola bar, banana, coffee. -5ts
S: Greek yogurt. -3pts
L: Turkey sandwich, salad, clementines. -6pts
S: Carrots, hummus, cheese stick. -3pts
D: ??? – still have 20 points to use.
Why are you doing this? Whatever this is.
What are your weekend plans?